My trip to Mississippi was incredibly enlightening, on so many levels. I learned two new trades, I learned that sometimes people just aren't nice, I learned that there are, fortunately, a lot of people out there with huge hearts, and I learned that life and family are so truly precious that everything else pretty much just pales in comparison.
The most enlightening part of my trip occurred while driving around the ravaged streets of Biloxi and Gulfport. It has been almost 2 years since Hurricane Katrina ripped through these gorgeous towns, and there's still foundations without buildings, garbage strewn across streets, homes ravaged and destroyed, and the worst part... people living in tents in their back yards. I have never seen something so sad and so disappointing in my life.

This building along the coast of the Gulf of Mexico was completely gutted by the force of waves that the hurricanes caused. If you have ever seen the Gulf of Mexico, you would know that on a regular day there are no waves, it's a gulf!! The forceful winds of the hurricane created waves so large that they pounded up the second and third floors of an already raised, local hotel. This building, Sharkheads, that sold beach apparel and souvenirs, managed to stay up for the most part, however there is quite a large piece to it that was washed away. The fact that you can now see through the building shows the type of damaged it suffered.

During the storms many people who did not actually live on the coast, were worried about family members who do. In many cases families did not know where their loved ones were, whether they got out in time, and they had no way to get a hold of them. One woman took advantage of the media footage that was occurring and wrote her family a note to put their minds at ease. According to the stories I was told, it worked.
This is more of the destruction that is virtually plaguing the Gulf Coast. It is impossible to turn your head away from seeing it, because it is everywhere, and its not right. If there is one thing that I do not understand, it is how nothing has changed down there. Where is the government in all this? If we are such a large super power of a country, then how can we not take care of the people in our own back yards? How can anyone look at these conditions and ignore them? It seriously breaks my heart to know that there are people down there living in broken down homes, in a house with no roof. I saw a child running through the street and the first thing I noticed was that she had to navigate through piles of trash, debris that was still littering her neighborhood. It was the saddest thing I had ever seen. 
I wish I could understand how this is ok? How people are not doing more. I went there for a week, I did not do much... I WANT TO DO MORE!!!! I will go back in September, and although I feel good for "doing my part" I know its not enough, and I know that there is so much more that needs to be done. Volunteers are amazing, and thanks to all of us who do volunteer our helping hands, things do get a little better for a few people, but there is so much more that needs to be done. Things that we can't help with, things that require a government to take action. I am hardly a political person... but I know that there has to be something that leading politicians can do. Money/funds that can be allocated to fixing these homes...
Americans living in third world conditions while right down the road there is excessive gambling with money that should be given to those who need it... I watched an 80 year old woman with a cigarette in her mouth pushing her walker up to the hotel bank to cash her social security check so that she can sit in front of her favorite slot machine. She sits there for hours, chain smoking and enjoying the free scotch... mindlessly pumping nickels into the slots in hopes of winning the $150,000 jackpot. I look at this and wonder why? ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS!!!! That money, that $150,000 should be going to one of the families sleeping outside because their home is unlivable. It should be going to the families who lost everything and need a new start. What is the US government thinking? Better yet, where are they???
You hear in the news about these FEMA trailers... they are there to help... they are there to give people hope and start new... somewhere to live, somewhere safe. What they arent telling you is how many people are not "qualifying". Let's think about this? There are qualifications to obtain one these trailers? How about homeless??? By the way, in all of Biloxi that we drove through, this was the only FEMA trailers we saw. We saw more people living in dilapidated houses than we did FEMA trailers. If you were to ask a local what they think about FEMA... they will tell you... not only a waste of time, but a waste of an organization. For them, FEMA stands for Federal Employees Missing Again. Disappointment after Devastation... it's not fair, and its not right!!Even if I have to drive down there myself, at least twice a year, I will do it... If the president isnt going to fund renovations to these people's homes, then I will! If FEMA can find reasons to disqualify families in the Gulf Coast, then I can find two more reasons to want to help! One of these days I would love to create my own organization and make things right down there. I am going to keep researching, keep donating, keep working... if for nothing else but to make one more family able to go home... give one more family hope!
Thanks for listening to my rant... I will be the first to admit that I do not know a lot about politics, and I may not understand why federal aide needs to be so difficult... but I firmly believe that it shouldnt be this hard for people to be given another chance... for people to move on, and for people to receive the help they deserve.














